out bid again so close

I have choosen to sell some random stuff on eBay First I have to recover from the store being closed and the tax lien.  It sure has been such a great start to a "new" start. Which the only thing that keeps me going is my little guy. I cant give up not on him. Part of me is numb from disapointmet I pretty much think I just am one of those people...as much as I want it some else gets to it faster then me.
Anyways isnt a blog suppose to be about sharing your life....more or less I like to vent once in awhile cause I know no one reads this so I feel ok to share.